hmmm…waiting for hun come back from his futsal game ^_^ and todae i did a silly things and makes me wonder why actually *_*

went for a shopping with iih n mommy todae and to be continued tomorrow hehehehe….

missing penyu damn much >.<

-cutie-

phew…yesterday nite was hard and nerved wracking moment *_* and finally….i can blurted out all my problems and he has a same problems with me ^_* (i knew it even right from the start) and thanks for all vid..now,i feel relieve and no worries at all (hmmm…ada seh dikit >.^ ) but i feel a lot easier.and thanks to God coz u lead my way and u guide me for every words that came out from my mouth…

mom is on the way home and i just woke up a few mins ago bwahahahaha….and i’m ready for a shopping spree this week ^_^ ~jump up and down with a big smile on my face~

nyu,i love u more and more each day and waiting for u to come to town in no time ^_* Jesus loves u and me too of course hehehehe….take care hun.and i just wanna let u know that i’ll be always by ur side and walk with u through ups and downs and not forgetting BABEH yang di atas in our relationship (“,)

thank you Lord…i just wanna Thank you lord for all the things u’ve done and the blessings that i can’t see.thank you Lord…thank you Lord.have ur ways in me…

-cutie-

yesterdae was a tough dae for me *_* penyu uring uringan but ya in the end…he was ok and i love him moooreee ^_*

btw,AOYC was really cool and thank you Lord for everything and thank you for ur annointing falls on me ^_* i love u Jesus.i should thanks Lena,coz she asked me to come along because yesterday was a last day for AOYC and it’s really cool and i can feel God’s presence.

ivan,gila elo ampe freaked out gitu pas liat gua dateng bwahahahahaha…gua ampe pengen ketawa ^_* kaya qta nga ketemu 7 taun aja huehueehuehue.gua setuju ama apa yang elo tulis di blog elo tentang AOYC ^_^ gua rada nyesel juga seh nga ikut Bible Camp 2005 hikz hikz.hope next year i can join Bible Camp before i’m leaving singapore…. >.<

~yey~ mom is comin to town tomorrow and what makes me happy is because my two lil cousins are comin too ^_* miss them damn much hehehe…i haven’t go back to indo for 7 months this year (record breaking hehehe) and we gonna have a shopping week ^_^ that’s HOT!!!

Finally…God,please guide my ways.there are some confusion and i’m sure that u know it before i’m telling it to u…i give all my problems and worries in ur hands and i’m sure u’ll make a way ^_* Love u Jesus…

-cutie-

dear vans..

i love u because u bring the best out of me.i love whom,i have become since i known u.i love your terrific sense of humor.every time i lokk in your eyes,my heart misses a beat.i enjoy doing things with u and spending time with u.you are simply irresistable.

sometimes i feel lost and insecure,but when u’re there,i feel safe.u’r voice soothes me.i could sit and try to tell u just how i feel,only i can’t find the words other than i’m happy we met and have gotten together after all we’ve gone through

you make me feel loved,u make me feel needed,but more importantly,u make me feel wanted.that is something about u that i couldn’t explain.we have slowly grown into a beautiful relationship that only you and i can understand.

u’re becoming my best friend,my lover and my soul mate.u’re a blessing that my ebtire being is very thankful for.i feel that we are made to love,listen,understand,trust and work through all times in our lives together,a truly rare gift.

we have both gone through so much in our lives;we have both been hurt and have lost trust in each others,but i ask u to give me a chance as i give u one.i don’t ask for much,only for u to love me as i am and not to hurt me as i would not hurt u.i only wish to be by your side and with no one else.

i’m glad that we have each other and i believe that God has a great plan for both of us.when i say i love u it’s truly meant.

“two are better than one,because they have a good return for their work;if one falls down,his friend can help him up.but pity the man who falls and has no one to help him up! also,if two lie down together,they will keep warm.but how can one keep warm alone?the one may be overpowered,two can defend themselves.”
Ecclesiastes 4:9-12

-cutie-

Todae is vans’s dad birthdae and i just called him and said happy birthdae ^_* actually i smsed him this afternoon but he didn’t reply it and i guess maybe he was too busy.and i decided to call him and i feel relieved after talking to him and i thought wishing him happy birthdae via sms was inappropriate and knowing that he’s someone that i should respect and knowing that he’s my future father in law hihihihihihi *cross fingers* yes! the point is wishing an elderly through the phone is still the BEST way and of course this apply when we’re overseas or when we can’t see them face to face ^_* u get what i mean rite?hehehe.by doing that,it means that we show them some respect.

I’m glad knowing that vans’s parents are closer to me than his brother’s gilfriend.they said that i can relate more with them and they feel very comfortable talking to me ^_^ i am really glad knowing that,cuz i enjoy talking to them too.they are really nice and treat me really well and warm.and i love his dad,cus he always joked all the time and he’s not a type of ur-fierce-dad’s-boyfriend ^_* he’s an easy going dad as well as his mom…love his families a lottt *wink wink* and looking forward to meet them really soon.

Ok! enough about his families and now…back in singapore ^_*

my bro just came back from Plasa Singapore and he brought a news that there was a fire @ Plasa Singapura just now.he was watching a movie with his friends when suddenly the EXIT door’s sign flared up and everybody were running around and tried to get out of the cinema while my bro and his gank still sat down and enjoying the movie bwahahahaha…and yea,of course finally they were out of the cinema and the security guards were busy to get all peoples out of the building and i heard it was from a basement floor (near mark and spenser’s shop) but i still don’t know what’s the caused of the fire and i don’t really care actually bwahahahaha.and my bro said that during the paniced situation and while he and the gank were running towards the entrance door…he still saw some singaporeans enjoying their meal at the kopitiam.

Gosh!!! sometimes i don’t understand what’s on singaporeans mind actually? ( no offences ya…) but seriously…that’s what i think.what could singaporean do besides being such a kay poh,kiasu and stingy people? i mean that’s the MOST POPULAR characteristics of a singaporean and i’m sure that everybody knows that.But wadever it is i don’t care and i’m really glad that i’m NOT a singaporean ^_^

I should admit that Indonesia is such a mess and often gimme (well..give US, indonesian) a real headache but i’m PROUD to be indonesian and i love my country sooo much! there’s only one place in this world that i called home and it’s right there…in Bandung.And i’m glad i’ll be coming home soon….

i’m out ^_*

-cutie-

missin penyu soooo much d’_'b

nyu…cepetan ke singapore donk!!!! ntar qta shopping barenk lagi oce?? ^_* eh jangan lupa belajar buat ujiannya yah hun..

pokonya may sayang banget ma vans….

loph u hunn…

-cutie-

sitting infront of comp as usuall ^_* checking my frenster and my email and listening to the moffatts songs (gosh long time never heard the songs) and it brings back so many memories hehehehe…

yesterdae nite was FUN and glad to see my friends again ^_^ and once again HAPPY B’DAE yah len..semoga panjang umur,banyak berkat n ketemu soulmate cepet cepet deh hehehehe and tenkiu buat makan makannya yah! ^_* ampe mau meledak perutku bwahahahaha.hope u like my gift *wink wink*

birthday girl n sis in christ LENA

me ingrid anna n ko bon bon

They are THE BEST ^_*

Say Cheese ^_*

oya,tadi pagi sempet baca blog ko parlin seh n well,sedih juga bacanya and to know the fact that he’s leaving singapore soon…very soon i guess,it makes me sad *_* ko,jangan lupa ama singapore n ama qta qta yah ^_* wish u gud luck n semoga betah deh ama suasana di jakarta.gua setuju ama pendapat ko parlin.i hate saying “goodbye” and it’s better to say “till we meet again” or “see u again sometime,somewhere”.so,i’m not gonna say “goodbye” to u ko….i’m gonna say take care and till we meet again okie ^_* God bless you and i believe He has a better plan for ur future.

oya,regarding “someone” yang isi tag board gua,i dunno who u are but since u are asking me those questions,i’m gonna answer it here ^_* u asked which one i like? “penyu” or “dia” or both? hmmmm of course i like penyu and afterall he’s my boyriend.and for “dia” he’s my cousin and i admit that he’s kind,caring,charming and he has the x factor i guess *thinkin smile* but yea..he’s my cousin afterall and i love him dearly as a love to a cousin and he’s the special one among the others. i really care for him.so,the answer is clear ^_* i like them both but in a diff ways of course.”penyu” and “him” are one of the most important people in my life besides my families,my other cousins,my very best friend and certain people who have a special place in my heart

~yey~ gonna have a photo session with my church friends and all bcs dancers tonite ^_* and i think it’s gonna be cool hehehehe.segini dulu deh buat blog gua and see ya ^_* i’m out

-to love u is to keep my word- (love this quotes so much) *wink wink*

-cutie-

our love can last forever if we both want to

i want to have a lasting realtionship with you…

i know that this will mean that

we both must work hard
to please each other
to help each other
to be fair and honest with each other
to accept each other as we really are

we both must work hard
to keep our individuality
yet also become one with each other
in adverse times as well as in good times
to be exciting and interesting
to ourselves and to each other

we both must work hard
to always consider each other
the most important person in this world
to always consider love
the most important emotion that we can feel
to always consider our relationship
the most serious and significant union of two people

even though it may not be easy
to have a lasting relationship
working hard is very easy
when the results can be
the beauty of loving and lasting us
I LOVE YOU…..

dedicated to the one n only man in my life…vans ^_*

-cutie-

really in da bad mood right now!!!!!

and it’s all because of that stewpid idiot guy who keeps callin me and sent me rubbish smses for the past few weeks!!!! he’s a real jerk,asshole and bla bla bla!!!!!!!!

plis deh jangan ganggu gua lagi bisa nga seh?n nyadar nga seh kalo elo tuh muka tembok,cowo kaga tau diri n kaga tau malu trus sok kenal sok deket n semuanya tentang elo tuh RUBBISH!!!!! u are such an asshole don’t u noe that???? if u don’t realise it,here i’m tellin u the truth!!! and plis for the sake of anything…GET LOST

don’t u noe that u are such an irritating creature i’ve ever met????????????? face up the reality boy!!!!!! get really mad at you and just to let u noe that i’m TOTALLY NOT interested in uuuu.clear?????? so…dun waste ur time! i can’t stand a guy like u.u are xtremely childish!!!!.forgive me if i’m being rude to u or wadever!! (blame it on urself,and u are the one who makes me angry)

STOP ruining my relationship with my boyfriend (and jelas jelas elo dah tau gua udah ada cowo!) i tot we can be friends,but i’m xori….gua dah terlanjur sebel ama elo!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and i can’t act as if nothin happened! I HATE U and OUT OF MY WAY PLEASE

PLIS….really beging u this time DON’T ever contact me or sms me anymore.really sick of u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! u just make my day worse like hell!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i guess u noe who u are and gua masi bae buat nga kasi tau siapa elo di blog gua.jadi harap tau diri deh!!!! gua dah buat blog kaya gini n khusus buat elo,kalo elo masih nga tau diri….elo bukan manusia.gua give up ama elo!!!!!

THANK YOU FOR YOUR UNDERSTANDING!!!!!!

ps:ivan,elo tau kan siapa yang gua maksud???? *_* nyolot abis tau nga!!!!!!!!!

-cutie-

back in town *wink wink*

it’s been a wonderfull trip with penyu and it’s FUN and amazing n bla bla bla ^_* looking foward to meet him in august and a trip to Bali with my brother.

nyu!thank’z for all the gifts ya…lurve em a lot especially the ring *wink wink* and mom,tenkiu banget buat tas nya ya….muachhhhhhhhhh! looking foward to meet u all in 3 weeks time!really miss jessi and ray ^_*

tuit² thank’z for ur SHOCKING NEWS two days a ago and i really appreciate it.and for u to know that i’ll always care for u too ^_* lurveeeee u cousin.eh jadi nga ke sg?jangan ama si fanny deh…mengganggu wakakakaka!kabarin ya vid!gua tunggu…kalo nga ya too bad deh,tunggu gua pulang indo hehehehe.

after all…life is beautifull and i thank God for all and for His blessing.

-cutie-